Complete lies..

iam sick of presenting the truth ,analysing truth and talking abt all the positive feeling in me..i will just jot down some plain lies , if u want to read read it , if u don't like liars then probably it is not for you to read.

I was going to the dept the other day and i was kind of furstrated abt my project and my last sem courses . It was quite hot too, chennai weather abs sucks!! though the city is kind of ok to me.So i entered this lift and was just when the doors were abt to close..a beautiful girl came running and entered.. i felt like i was in himalayas , realising the divine.. she turned me on so much..though i was prespiring like any other person she was too cool and man she stood in front of me and whatever i saw was breath taking. At that time even God would not have been as much as an attraction..i was staring at the beauty in motion. i forgot i had to start my project, i forgot i was in deep trouble with the other courses all i had in my mind,body and soul was her ..everything in me wanted to have her..but how do i even remotely have a chance of doing that. Something in me told whatever happens let it happen just touch her ,feel the soft flesh..feel the beauty ..the sensual pleasure of vision is just not sufficient ,the touch is what i needed.But what the hell is happening ? why am i not going up .. then i realised that God wants me to do it, the elevator was stuck.She was kind of tense and looking up ,to her left and to her right anywhere except me in the elevator..even a choclate waffer was more worth for her to stare for 10 seconds but not even a casual look from the corner of her eye. This indifference ,this carleseness makes me vouch for her more .. i can no longer resist it . She is attracting me with her indifference towards.. i made the move, i gently slid the hand down her hip .. a hysterical shriek!! was what i expected but the same indifference continued ..then slowly i heard a whisper "where is your other hand ?" . i was holding these worthless books ,threw them aside and i stepped forward and held her in my both hands and was feeling the smell of her hair..her neck was just asking me to kiss her ..i can never say no such beautiful requests.. i slowly kissed her ,the softness in my hands ,the feeling of something in my lips , i can never leave this beauty..


Damn it! i told they are plain lies and still one wants to read such lies ,why do we like them so much ..even when they are lies ..the whole fame world we build for oursevles..the happy ending we think " they lived hapily ever after " never happens in life.. life is in the end pain ,an unescabapale torture .. with some temporary absence of pain ,that we call happines..